I Hate Being Dead-Beat

No school and no job. That's what happens when you move states several days before school starts. Now all the college kids (all 100,000+ of them) have taken all the jobs and I got here too late to apply for classes. Thanks for nothing, FAFSA!

So, what do I do with my time? Occasionally work out, write my stories, watch anime (currently working on Berserk which is interesting to say the least), and of course, rp.

The problem with being a dead beat while all my rp friends are in school is that I have no one to talk to when I need to vent about my feels. It's so annoying. Especially when Liam's all, "Let me post this traumatizing reply to our rp. GottagonowhavefunBYE!"

Speak of the devil and he JUST appeared on chatango. Damn him.

Well, might as well talk about something else I suppose.

I killed off one of my longest lasting and favorite characters ever: Kieran Draeyva. All because Liam killed off one of his. Payback's a bitch.

We both cried during this rp. There were just too many feels. I've never had this many feels in an rp before. Ugh. It's so mentally and emotionally exhausting. Plus the song that was playing on the site didn't help either.

I think it was so intense because we had these characters so long, all the way back in good old 2011-ish. And even though the site was dead for a year, I was still plotting out Kieran's story an personality and everything. Liam probably was too, I don't know. And because of that, slipping into their mindset was so easy. Like putting on your favorite t-shirt. Kieran drove his own story and reacted to things on his own. Granted, the beginning of it was rather rushed. We had been planning out this plot before the site died, so we thought we would just pretty much copy what we remembered.
But then it took a turn for the worst when the characters started taking over. Lorcan, rather than help them out, decided to eat his twin brother instead. I shot Kieran with ice during their breakout, and then realized my mistake because he is a fire dragon. I had the guards catch up with them, also a mistake since neither of them could really fight. Then Kieran got pissed. Lorcan picked Adrian up with his teeth, and Kieran just lost it. He mauled Lorcan till he killed him, then died. The events shaped themselves as a result. Now Lorcan and Kieran are dead. So I suppose, in a way, I didn't kill anyone. They just wound up dying because of the shit that Lady Fate dished out on them. It's bad luck when Lady Luck turns her back on you.

So what will happen next? That's for the characters to decide. I still have the reigns on what I throw their way, but I ultimately lost control of them long ago.


EDIT: we decided Lorcan was necessary for a plot, so we are using the magical Spirits to make him a zombie, which will ultimately unleash chaos on the world, both spiritual and physical. Fun-ness. Kieran was also revived (cause from what I learned, you can still revive people up to three minutes after their heart stops. any longer and there is a risk of brain damage from lack of oxygen and blood to the brain)
So yes, both of them are alive (at least one is, the other is merely "alive")
But only for now...

... just for now...


Keep an eye out, minions.