The Niitari At Its Finest

Filigree: HE'S DEAD?!

GiratinaCel: WHAT?

GiratinaCel: WHO DIED AND HOW?

staarrii: WHO'S DEAD WHAT

Midnight2phantom: What

Filigree: URIEL DIED OMG

ManiaLFC: WHAT

ManiaLFC: WHAT

GiratinaCel: WAIT WHAT?!

Midnight2phantom: Whaaaat

Dawnyish: oh noes

Dreadknightmare: *laughing so hard right now*

Dawnyish: Prince better go do something

Liam435: o.o

GiratinaCel: WHO WHAT WHERE WHY HOW?!

staarrii: NIITARI NO

staarrii: NOOOOOOO

Meriakittypants: Posted

staarrii: BAD NII

Dreadknightmare: *laughing.... laughing.... laughing....*

Dreadknightmare: soooooo worth it xD

Meriakittypants: WHAT HAPPENED MY LORDS?

Dreadknightmare: it's perf, cause y'all will never know when I'm actually serious

GiratinaCel: WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED?!

Filigree: IT WAS ONE SENTENCE TOO

Dawnyish: omg I just imagined Prince finally realizing Uriel was dead and just putting his hands on his hips and being like "what the fuck Uriel"

Filigree: A VERY CASUAL SINGLE SENTENCE

staarrii: YOU BETER NOT BE FUCKING SERIOUSE NII

Filigree: WITH MUCH SASS

Midnight2phantom: So is he actually dead or...?

fabricationsoflighty: omfg I'm dying now

GiratinaCel: O.O

Dawnyish: it really is so much sass

ManiaLFC: fafkj

staarrii: YOU SASS DOES NOT MAKE IT BETTER

Meriakittypants: LORD NII THAT IS BAD! REVERSE IT BEFORE I CHANGE TONIGHTS DINNER CONSISTING OF CHOCOLATE CAKE.

Dreadknightmare: *wipes away tears of laughter*

Dreadknightmare: I actually woke up my dad with my laughter xD

staarrii: NII -_-

ManiaLFC: >>>>>>_>>>>>>>>

Dreadknightmare: REST EASY CHILDREN, HE IS NOT DEAD

GiratinaCel: WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED?!?!? XD

Dawnyish: Prince would have been very irritated if he was really dead

fabricationsoflighty: I can't breathe I'm laughing so much

Filigree: i'm trying very hard not to laugh because my roommate is here *becomes one with the zen*

Dawnyish: Nii tone in down a notch there

staarrii: WHY SI THIS FUNNY

Dreadknightmare: it's ok, star *pets* it's ok

Dreadknightmare: I wasn't serious at all

FlamerFlame: I am back

FlamerFlame: Problems have been solved

Filigree: that would've been the most epic death if you were

staarrii: ^o.o^

FlamerFlame: Friends have been silenced

Filigree: flamerrr you missed the fake death

GiratinaCel: Nii has mind fucked us XD

fabricationsoflighty: xD

staarrii: yes, and she scared me

Dreadknightmare: *huggles star* it's ok o.o

Dreadknightmare: I reposted urlel. we're all good here

Meriakittypants: Posted Greensleeves. Please turn her into a sheep.

Dreadknightmare: NEVERMIND! URIEL'S ACTUALLY DEAD. SORRY FOR THE CONFUSION.

Meriakittypants: NII! NO

Filigree: WAIT WHAT WHY

Filigree: HE HAD SO MUCH TO LIVE FOR

ManiaLFC: >>>_>>>

FlamerFlame: Waaaht?

Filigree: HOW CAN YOU CONFUSE SOMEONE'S DEATH

Dreadknightmare: Sorry.

staarrii: im crying

Dreadknightmare: It was so perfect, I decided to be serious.

Meriakittypants: NO.

Filigree: *hugs star* it's okay

Meriakittypants: NO

Meriakittypants: NO

Meriakittypants: NO

Meriakittypants: MP

Meriakittypants: NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO WE ALL AGREE THAT HE CAN'T DIE!

Dawnyish: someone's gonna get in trouble for this

FlamerFlame: *is ever so confused because I'm late and behind on everything*

Midnight2phantom: Sink one of Nii's ships

GiratinaCel: o.o oh my sweet jesus what happened o.o




And that's all of the convo I am posting.
It was great. lead them on that he's dead, say "nvm, I was just kidding" then I was all PSYCHE!
It was just tooo gooood.

I'm going to a special hell for this, but that is A-OK by meeeeee.

Yet Another Rp Dilemma

9:38

Ugh.
You know how it goes.
Iwannamakeanothersitebuthaveabunchalreadyblahblahblah.

So, I was looking over some of my old sites, and the harder I looked, the more I wanted to finish them, and the more I wanted to finish them, the more I wanted to roleplay on them. Etcetera.
Here's the thing though: I already got a bunch. Although the majority of other people's rps that I was on are currently on hiatus, I still own quite a few. And while the quantity of sites I own are not that big a number, the scale is rather overwhelming. It takes me at the LEAST an hour and a half to get caught up on all the Aisthesis plots and get an rp starting off again.
Now, I have been talking to a few of my faithful buddies, and we have determined that one of my next Big Three (Infinite Sorrow, Mercury, TaWei) is definitely going to open. I am taking votes.

Infinite Sorrow: 2
Mercury: 2
TaWei: 0
(submit your votes at any time, except Dawny, Mania, and Flamer. Y'all votes already).

So the next site I want to open is not going to be an Epic Scale like one of those. It's going to be a smaller scale, more on par with my half-abandoned one Dark Easter Rising.

My current rp sites are: Asithesis, Skyrim, Gijinka, Where Dreams Are Reality and Tragedia Rex.
I also have some experimental ones that don't exactly count: Iron Kings and Hunger Games.
And I am a part of: Janlea City, Land of Desai, Chromacity, and Rynoa.
I am a part of: Alignments and Wired Life, but they don't exactly count...

So technically I only rp on 9 sites. And even then, I don't rp on them consistently. So it's more like 4.
That's a big low for me. o.o

As I said, the next site I would open (not including one of the epic scale) will be smaller-ish. After talking to Midnight, I have determined that I will finish about 3 or 4 of my smaller sites, then put up a poll. The winner of that poll will have rp places and a join page added and I will actually open it.
That will at least be satisfactory. :3
So we shall see.

THE DAY I TROLLED MY SKYRIM MEMBERS.

"Watch Attack on Titan" They Said, "It Will Be Fun", They Said

THEY SAID WITH A POSED LOOK!

I always am uber cynical and cautious of anime that is so hyped up, such as Sword Art Online and Attack on Titan. I'm not a hipster or some crap, but I don't like going with the crowd. It's not be 'cool' or 'edgy', it's just because the popular stuff usually sucks. Like Miley Cyrus, Justin Bieber, or Twilight.
So whenever I go into something that is popular, I go in with utmost caution, or I just don't go in at all.
With Attack on Titan, I heard nothing but good about it. It made me nervous, so I didn't touch it all year. Well, two days ago, that all changed. I figured "just do it already!". So I did.
And I have never been the same since O.O
The violence, the conflict, the struggle, the hopelessness, the human reaction: it's all so PERFECT!
That episode 5 though o.o
I will never get over it. Never.
Yah, I'm a fan now. The animation is smooth, the drawing style and colorization is beautiful, the voices (japanese) are perfect, and the storytelling is superb. There's never much of a dull moment, and it's quite the roller coaster of emotion.
And when people tell you "no character is safe on that show" they were NOT KIDDING! O.O
Ugh, that episode 5 ;__;
I'm on episode, uh, 13 or something now (I forget). And I am loving every violent, thrilling second of it.
Basilisk has been put on hold for now (sorry, Basilisk) along with the other anime I was watching. Eventually I do want to go back and watch Darker Than Black and Zetusen no Tempest over again so I can write some reviews for those, since they are such fantastic anime. As well as Phantom: Requiem for a Phantom. But at the moment, it's time to turn the lights down low, grab the popcorn and some tissues, and watch some SHINGEKI NO KYOJIN!

Japan's Gift to the World

I can't explain it in words. Just watch the video...

It's so legit, it's scary. There are fanclubs and cosplayers and OMFG they have COSPLAY MEETINGS!
Why?
Ugh, how can you begin to rationalize this game? I just...

I give up.


And yes, I am currently saving money to buy this game.

My Priorities Are Whacked

Hello minions.

I need to get my priorities straight. But I guess it's just... hard to do.

For example: I could be getting words in on "Write This Down". Instead I spend it writing detailed stories about my Skyrim characters' lives, specifically my totally boss necromancer High Elf Arch-Mage.
In the actual PC game, not my rp, that is.
I think I mentioned to Mania, or maybe even on my blog, that something is seriously wrong with that. Not in of itself, but I have the most complex backstory ever for my PC character Tamaros, the aforementioned awesome choclatey super duper-y necromancer on the PC game than any of my actual rp characters. I mean, what I write for him is really not going to make an overall difference. It won't affect the game or the character or his interactions with people. It's just for... me?
IDK.

Also, as I may also have mentioned, I like to wind down from the drama of my super-dee awesome rps like Were Myths and Aisthesis with really blah-blah mediocre sites that I can just relax in and breathe easy. Right?
WRONG!
It used to be that camp half-blood site I mentioned where SOMEHOW, my character ended up being the son of Sesshomaru (yes, that guy from Inuyasha) and there were demons and angels and stuff. (like, why?)
But that got killed by webs because it went over bandwidth (I warned them, but nay, they would not listen). So I recently got involved with warrior cats rps.
You heard me.
Warrior Cats RPs.
The bane of any self-respecting rpers existence.

Now, the problem with them isn't really the sites themselves. A lot of those sites, especially Hazelstar for example, are really neat, actually. They bring quality to the rp table. And let me tell you, those guys aren't afraid to kill off characters.
Like wow.
They REALLY are not afraid. o.o
I joined up and like, three cats died by my first rp post. And then at the one cat's funeral, her dad was listing in his head all the relatives she would meet in StarClan: his mate, his sibling, his three or four previously killed children.
Their StarClan page has more cats than all four Clans combined. And those were all characters from former members, not just specifically made for StarClan.
I digress.
One of the things that gets to me is the density of some of their heads. I'm not going to name people... I don't think, but they just don't pay attention to what's being said very well.
We got into a discussion about what constitutes "stealing". Apparently the site owner changed the News/Blog page to the catchy name "The Daily Mews".
And then one of the admins was all like "oh noes, she stole that from another site!"
Here's what went down:

ADMIN: the daily mews? thats a stolen idea from another site
Me: she may have gotten permission to use it...
PERSON: Oh..
ADMIN: thats why I wanna talk to her
ADMIN: trust me, sites are MEAN. especially when it comes to ideas like that
Me: it's not that terribly original though. I mean, "mews", "news"...
PERSON: It slows my Mac down when I went on that page..
ADMIN: ive been on 50+ sites, it is...

(SIDE NOTE uh-huh... so, I've been on five times that amount and I've seen a hundred characters named John... is that stolen material too? Come on... "Mews", "News"? It's not THAT original!)

PERSON: Lets hope people don't start reporting the site o-o
Me: Honestly though, it is just the title of the news page. it really doesn't matter. Even if only 1 out of 50 sites call it that. It's not like she stole an actual site or character or something. It's just a name.
ADMIN: you have no idea how vicious people get
Me: um, yes I do actually (seriously, I do... >.<)
ADMIN: you owned a site and nearly lost it 3 times?
(seriously? you let some douchebags get the best of you? ever heard of the BANISH BUTTON? or the REPORT BUTTON!? Or emailing the webs team????)
PERSON: Just drop it until Velvet gets on
Me: I've had my sites viciously attacked, yes. I never had the issue of losing them, no. I also have had my ideas stolen before, as in legitimate original ideas, like a whole new race of supernatural beings where their info paragraph was copied word for word by a former member of mine for their site. And I'm not saying she shouldn't change it, if only so that a bunch of hormonal eleven year olds won't get their panties in a bunch, but it's not actually stealing. That's all.
ADMIN: well im trying to prevent that from happening -4- after all its my job
Me: Yah, I'm agreeing with you.
PERSON: Drop it. You'll both be in trouble if Velvet was to come on to this.
Me: o.O
(for AGREEING?????!!!)

OWNER: Allow me to read through this disagreement really quick.]

Me: there was no disagreement...

OWNER: From my position it is. I will change the name and it is not to be brought up EVER again. Understood?]

(WHY?!)

Do they just... not read what I type or...
Seriously, I was only saying that she didn't steal it. I wasn't arguing. Why do people take shit so personally >.< Disagreeing would be me saying "Oh yah, she totes did not steal, like, she INVENTED it. And people are totes nice. We should just leave it there."
I was just trying to keep the Owner's record clean by adjusting the word choice. The Owner did not steal a name as dumb as "The Daily Mews". No one cares. And if some jackass gets their wedgies on just because she named it that, whatever. All our shoutboxes require people to log in before posting. She can just ban the members. They can't actually do anything, except maybe spam the cbox, but no one even pays attention to that thing. So... who cares?

WHOOOOOOOOOO CAAAAAAAAAARES?

NOBODY!

Exactly.

So I think that is what really gets to me. The density of these people's minds, the idea that healthy relationships = rainbow sunshine let's all get along. No. We are a bunch of random people from a billion walks of life. There will be disagreements. There will be misunderstandings. Don't jump to conclusions just because you didn't bother actually reading what I wrote. That's YOUR fault.
And that's all I'll say about this subject.

So, Stuff

19:03

Today I haven't been very productive in anything. I had horrible headaches all day. Our area has really freaky pressure changes, so the actual county has "Migraine Watches" because of it. Doesn't help that our area is also plagued with a horrible stomach flu. I haven't caught it, I don't think, but still.

So now I am working on the gijinka/avatar site. Getting things organized and what not. As well as finally adding a chatango box and all my characters, most of whom need their bios finished.


19:49

giratinacel (7:42:40 PM): Cel: *goes to Maddox and hands him a present* Here o.o
dreadknightmare (7:42:54 PM): Maddox: o.O *rips open present*
giratinacel (7:43:47 PM): Cel: o.o *it's a stuffed kitteh* I made it with my powers...
dreadknightmare (7:44:45 PM): Maddox: o.o *falls to floor, curls in a ball* *batman voice* MY KITTY.
giratinacel (7:45:40 PM):
o.o OMG DX
Cel: o.o ... may I have some glomps?
dreadknightmare (7:46:35 PM): Maddox: only if you come down here to get it
giratinacel (7:47:16 PM): Cel: *flops to the floor* There. o.o
dreadknightmare (7:47:32 PM): Maddox: *awkward, one-armed side glomp*
giratinacel (7:47:49 PM): Cel: o.o this is awkward...
dreadknightmare (7:48:14 PM): Maddox: I got a kitty. Deal with it.

20:54

(me singing Habits by Tove Lo): I've gotta stay high, all the time~
PickleBunny: What kind of high? Like being up high..?
Me: Uh, no. It means drugs. It's not a good song, but I like singing the chorus. *sings* I've gotta stay high, all the time, to keep from missing you~
PickleBunny: *major sarcasm* Well maaaaaybe, she should just get over it instead and move on.

9 years old and she's infinitely smarter than most adults. #soproud ;__; *tears of joy*

Playing Around With Stories

I have been playing around with story ideas and adding them to my plots folder. And of course when I do that I wind up making cover for them for wattpad already. I tend to count chickens before they hatch or whatever.
I just like making covers, and I have nothing better to blog about today. =P

Adapt to Regret

Ashley Fraiser is a mess. A superhero with one eye, no past, a heart full of hope, and the ability to adapt to anything that comes. But nothing on the outside really matters, because when the heart fails, that is when one finds the true heroes and the true villains.

Yush, a book about my superhero Ashley Fraiser from Mania's site Alignments. I had some rather horrible scenes playing through my head of what would truly make a horrible, horrible superhero movie (horrible as in depressing and dark and awful, not as in it sucks). I keep finding superhero stories that are funny or whimsical or stupid, and lately, a lot of the modern superhero films and shows (especially Arrow and The Flash) are just crap. So I wanted to bring something dark to the table.

I'm addicted to HIM. I can't get enough. HE gets into my veins, plays with my brain, eats my every thought. I love it. I love HIM till death do us part. But HE never wanted this. Now HE is trying to get out. But I won't let HIM. I will never let HIM. He is mine. Forever.

FOREVER

It's not about drugs. It's about obsessions. Specifically obsessions over a person, and just how dangerous it can be. It's told from the viewpoint of a (currently unnamed) MC who is addicted to someone. MC is so deluded and in his own world about everything, ugh, so crazy. Definitely a story that will keep questioning its own reality.

SIDE NOTE, 12/15/2014: Just wanted to point out; Filigree did have a story idea about addictive blood and an rp character whose power is that people get addicted to him by touching him. This is not about that. It's a realistic story (no super powers or vampires) and it's about a cult leader who is worshipped like a god against his own will. So rest assured, no stealsies! 

"Stay As High As You Can" is a story idea I came up with last night, which eventually led me to go on a tangent and write this massive, confession-type blog post about my own life that I'm saving but never putting up here.

It's about a girl who finally ends a long term, abusive relationship and all the crap she does to try and feel something again. More or less from my own point of view and about my own life if I had made some drastically different choices.

I don't know how this will go. It's just in the planing stages atm. Probably won't ever write it, at least not anytime soon.

Yay! Write This Down. Yall know what that is by now (I hope). I just randomly made these three covers... yes, they are the same, just different colors. I like these colors.

All my covers for Orpheus Rising. I know I put up at least three of these five up, but here are all of them together. The last two really are my favorites.